This is the second message from Carlos in one day - he's keen! I am a bit worried though as he does seem to love dancing and I am not sure how good I will be now I am missing a foot!!
Hello Sweetie,
Thanks for your prompt reply your. I can see that you are a such woman with a great qualities that a man will ever look for in a woman. What i can say is that i am so delighted to tell you that i need somebody i can share my life with.Just as i told you,i have been staying alone for years now,at first i just wanted space but i realized that life is quite incomplete without somebody to love and be loved. Every man needs a woman to love. I think i wouldn't be wrong if i tell you that i want to know you better and eventually spend my life with you.I am just what you are seeing.
I know that things can be bad sometimes in our lives but that is not the end of things,we can always rise up n move on with our lives.I am quite warm,loving rather shy but fun to be with.I would always give you my all. I am not rich but i can manage to do the most important things in life though sometimes with difficulty but still i am able to stand on my feet.I am very prayerful person,I love dancing with the love of my heart.I pray that one of this days that i visit you so that we have quality time together in order for us to know each other better.I will love you,care for you and the most important thing i will ask for is love.When i get to know you better you will judge whether i am the kind of man who can make you happy but believe me,you wouldn't go wrong. Always pray for my success in this contract that i am applying for so that i can be the lucky winner.
With love and kisses,
Carlos.
Friday 30 December 2011
A reply from Carlos - He is so scare about animal.
After breaking my tragic news to Carlos about losing my foot to a bunch of marauding pigs, all he can say is that I should give glory to God!! How about a bit of sympathy eh Carlos?!! He does say his love for me is unconditional (even without 2 of my toes) so I guess I should be grateful for that!
Hello Sweetie,
How is life treating you there? I am sorry for what happened to you this is a sad experience,i was thinking that you no longer interested that is why you kept silent but is now clear to me what happen,you were so lucky one thing i know in this life is that things happen for a purpose so we can't question God for it,i know for sure that what happened to you will bring happiness to your life. I am happy for what you said about Losing your foot has given you an idea for a new business. I am so scare about animal because i feel they hurt easily, well all i can say is for you to give glory to God.
I want you to know that when i love i love completely so nothing will change my mind,the love i have for you is unconditional love, so losing 2 of your toes is never a barrier,in as much i love so i will continue to love you till the end. Always remember that no matter the circumstances i will always be there for you.This is all i can say for now.
Hug and kisses,
Carlos.
Hello Sweetie,
How is life treating you there? I am sorry for what happened to you this is a sad experience,i was thinking that you no longer interested that is why you kept silent but is now clear to me what happen,you were so lucky one thing i know in this life is that things happen for a purpose so we can't question God for it,i know for sure that what happened to you will bring happiness to your life. I am happy for what you said about Losing your foot has given you an idea for a new business. I am so scare about animal because i feel they hurt easily, well all i can say is for you to give glory to God.
I want you to know that when i love i love completely so nothing will change my mind,the love i have for you is unconditional love, so losing 2 of your toes is never a barrier,in as much i love so i will continue to love you till the end. Always remember that no matter the circumstances i will always be there for you.This is all i can say for now.
Hug and kisses,
Carlos.
Wednesday 28 December 2011
A message to Carlos - could he ever love a wonky woman?
I thought it was about time that Carlos knew the full extent of my tragic accident. I just hope he can find it in his heart to sill love me now I am minus a foot.
My dearest darling Carlos.
I do hope you can forgive me for my prolonged absence from contacting you. The last few weeks have been an utter nightmare Carlos, only thoughts of you have kept me sane. Had it not been for a picture of you that I keep in my purse, I fear I would have gone insane. Being able to look at your gorgeous face made me keep fighting and kept my spirits up.
I did send you a quick email explaining that I had had an accident and would reply later and I never did. For this I apologise. This is because I was taken back into hospital and had no interent access.
I shall now explain the awful details of what happened to me.
Remember I told you all about the sheep refuge that I help out at? The refuge had a call about some sheep that were no longer being productive in the wool department and were being sent to slaughter. They agreed that they would collect and home them at the refuge and asked me if I would drive the van to pick them up. As I had a free afternoon I said I would. I do so like to help out when I can :) Sadly, my giving nature was to become my downfall.
I safely loaded the sheep into the special van and made sure they were secured into their individual harnesses. I thought I would just have a 5 minute sit down before setting off and eat my sandwhich I had made for my lunch. It can be quite hard work loading the sheep as they are feisty little things! I spotted some pigs in pen further across the farm yard so went to have a little look. I do love pigs Carlos! Their snubby little noses and piggy eyes are just so adorable don't you think? The pigs all came rushing towards the fence when they saw me approach and I just couldn't help but climb into their pen to give them a fuss. Sometimes I am just too soft for my own good lol! Being the softy that I am, I ended up sharing my sandwhich with them. Who'd have thought that pigs would like hummous, grated carrot and chinese leaf? Anyway, the pigs seemed starving so I thought I would go back to the van and get some more bits of food for them ( there was a stash of crisps, biscuits and canapes left by the last driver) As I climbed over the fence, my left foot became wedged between the bars and I fell forward. I must have hit my head and knocked myself unconscious as I cannot remember anything of what happened next.
I awoke sometime later to find myself with my foot still stuck in the fence but in extreme agony. I could barely belive what I was seeing! The pigs were eating my foot! They had chewed clean through my boot and made a meal of my poor foot. I had lost 2 and a half toes, most of my heel and the ball of by foot was now a gaping hole! I cannot even begin to describe the pain I was in. I managed to get my phone out of my pocket and call an ambulance. I was drifiting in and out of consciousness, helpless and alone Carlos. I was so very scared. Oh Carlos, I though I was going to die. The ambulance men managed to distract the pigs by throwing some apples into their pen and as they all rushed to eat them, they freed my foot and dragged me to safety. They gave me morphine for the pain and rushed me to hospital. On the way there, they told me how lucky I was. I can tell you that I didn't feel very lucky! Apparently, an old lady had been eaten by pigs on her way home from playing bingo so I guess I had a pretty lucky escape. Here is a link to the story in the news.
Woman eaten by pig
Anyway, to cut a long story short, the doctors were marvelous. They patched up my foot and assured me that all would be well. Unfortunately, it became badly infected and had to be amputated. I know this must come as a terrible shock to you Carlos. I have now had time to come to terms with my fate and the sad fact that I shall be a one footed woman for the rest of my life. The big question is, Carlos, my darling Carlos, could you ever truely love a lady who has only one foot? Could you want to spend your life with a wonky woman, a hobbling girl? The thought of you and I living our lives together eventually has given me hope. I know you are a true gentleman Carlos, a man of his word, an honest and noble man. I just pray that you don't turn your back on me now that I am no longer complete. Losing my foot changes nothing. I am still a woman of passion and need a man like you in my life Carlos.
Losing my foot has given me an idea for a new business too so it's not all bad. False limbs are just so ugly! I intend working with some local designers and poets to produce a range of beautiful to look at, false limbs for the more descerning amputee. "Poetic, Aesthetic Prosthetics" will combine high end design with inspirational text to produce a beautiful yet practical prosthetics. My mind is a whirl of ideas and I feel exciting times ahead Carlos, I really do! Who would have thought that such a tragic accident could lead to such an amazing money making opportunity? Heather Mills (the ex Mrs Paul McCartney) has already said that she would love to be a spokesperson on our behalf and Def Leppard drummer Rick Allen has agreed to allow us to use some of their lyrics on our limbs. Can you imagine the lyrics from 'Let's get rocked', expertly hand painted on a leg?
"Oh, all I wanna do is take a ride into the blue
Ev'ry time I want to love you I get stuck inside my room
Heaven knows I'm sick'n'tired of dancin' with this broom "
Inspirational stuff eh?
Well my darling, I have to go and do my physiotherapy now. I am determined to keep going and not be brought down by this. Pigs may have taken my foot but they will never take my fighting spirit or dignity! NEVER!!
I can't wait to hear from you again Carlos, I love and miss you so very very much.
All my love and devotion
Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PS You're not an acrotomophile by any chance are you?
I do hope you can forgive me for my prolonged absence from contacting you. The last few weeks have been an utter nightmare Carlos, only thoughts of you have kept me sane. Had it not been for a picture of you that I keep in my purse, I fear I would have gone insane. Being able to look at your gorgeous face made me keep fighting and kept my spirits up.
I did send you a quick email explaining that I had had an accident and would reply later and I never did. For this I apologise. This is because I was taken back into hospital and had no interent access.
I shall now explain the awful details of what happened to me.
Remember I told you all about the sheep refuge that I help out at? The refuge had a call about some sheep that were no longer being productive in the wool department and were being sent to slaughter. They agreed that they would collect and home them at the refuge and asked me if I would drive the van to pick them up. As I had a free afternoon I said I would. I do so like to help out when I can :) Sadly, my giving nature was to become my downfall.
I safely loaded the sheep into the special van and made sure they were secured into their individual harnesses. I thought I would just have a 5 minute sit down before setting off and eat my sandwhich I had made for my lunch. It can be quite hard work loading the sheep as they are feisty little things! I spotted some pigs in pen further across the farm yard so went to have a little look. I do love pigs Carlos! Their snubby little noses and piggy eyes are just so adorable don't you think? The pigs all came rushing towards the fence when they saw me approach and I just couldn't help but climb into their pen to give them a fuss. Sometimes I am just too soft for my own good lol! Being the softy that I am, I ended up sharing my sandwhich with them. Who'd have thought that pigs would like hummous, grated carrot and chinese leaf? Anyway, the pigs seemed starving so I thought I would go back to the van and get some more bits of food for them ( there was a stash of crisps, biscuits and canapes left by the last driver) As I climbed over the fence, my left foot became wedged between the bars and I fell forward. I must have hit my head and knocked myself unconscious as I cannot remember anything of what happened next.
I awoke sometime later to find myself with my foot still stuck in the fence but in extreme agony. I could barely belive what I was seeing! The pigs were eating my foot! They had chewed clean through my boot and made a meal of my poor foot. I had lost 2 and a half toes, most of my heel and the ball of by foot was now a gaping hole! I cannot even begin to describe the pain I was in. I managed to get my phone out of my pocket and call an ambulance. I was drifiting in and out of consciousness, helpless and alone Carlos. I was so very scared. Oh Carlos, I though I was going to die. The ambulance men managed to distract the pigs by throwing some apples into their pen and as they all rushed to eat them, they freed my foot and dragged me to safety. They gave me morphine for the pain and rushed me to hospital. On the way there, they told me how lucky I was. I can tell you that I didn't feel very lucky! Apparently, an old lady had been eaten by pigs on her way home from playing bingo so I guess I had a pretty lucky escape. Here is a link to the story in the news.
Woman eaten by pig
Anyway, to cut a long story short, the doctors were marvelous. They patched up my foot and assured me that all would be well. Unfortunately, it became badly infected and had to be amputated. I know this must come as a terrible shock to you Carlos. I have now had time to come to terms with my fate and the sad fact that I shall be a one footed woman for the rest of my life. The big question is, Carlos, my darling Carlos, could you ever truely love a lady who has only one foot? Could you want to spend your life with a wonky woman, a hobbling girl? The thought of you and I living our lives together eventually has given me hope. I know you are a true gentleman Carlos, a man of his word, an honest and noble man. I just pray that you don't turn your back on me now that I am no longer complete. Losing my foot changes nothing. I am still a woman of passion and need a man like you in my life Carlos.
Losing my foot has given me an idea for a new business too so it's not all bad. False limbs are just so ugly! I intend working with some local designers and poets to produce a range of beautiful to look at, false limbs for the more descerning amputee. "Poetic, Aesthetic Prosthetics" will combine high end design with inspirational text to produce a beautiful yet practical prosthetics. My mind is a whirl of ideas and I feel exciting times ahead Carlos, I really do! Who would have thought that such a tragic accident could lead to such an amazing money making opportunity? Heather Mills (the ex Mrs Paul McCartney) has already said that she would love to be a spokesperson on our behalf and Def Leppard drummer Rick Allen has agreed to allow us to use some of their lyrics on our limbs. Can you imagine the lyrics from 'Let's get rocked', expertly hand painted on a leg?
"Oh, all I wanna do is take a ride into the blue
Ev'ry time I want to love you I get stuck inside my room
Heaven knows I'm sick'n'tired of dancin' with this broom "
Inspirational stuff eh?
Well my darling, I have to go and do my physiotherapy now. I am determined to keep going and not be brought down by this. Pigs may have taken my foot but they will never take my fighting spirit or dignity! NEVER!!
I can't wait to hear from you again Carlos, I love and miss you so very very much.
All my love and devotion
Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PS You're not an acrotomophile by any chance are you?
A reply to Carlos
Not having time to sit and reply properly, I sent Calos a quick mail informing him that I had been involved in an accident but he was not to worry. This would buy me some time over christmas lol!
Hello Carlos my darling man.
I do apologise for the delay in replying. I had a pretty nasty accident and have been in hospital. I am back home now so please don't worry. I shall do my best to send you a proper reply tomorrow.
All my love from you ever loving Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hello Carlos my darling man.
I do apologise for the delay in replying. I had a pretty nasty accident and have been in hospital. I am back home now so please don't worry. I shall do my best to send you a proper reply tomorrow.
All my love from you ever loving Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
A message from Carlos.
What with the run up to Christmas, I had been busy and not replied to darling Carlos. He was obviously worried and sent me this.
Hello Sweetie,
How is life and the activities? I have not heard from you for couple of days,hope all is fine with you,i miss your mail so much i can't wait to hear from you.
Hug and kisses,
Carlos.
How is life and the activities? I have not heard from you for couple of days,hope all is fine with you,i miss your mail so much i can't wait to hear from you.
Hug and kisses,
Carlos.
Sunday 11 December 2011
Email Number 2 from Carlos - treat me like a Queen!
This is the second email I received from Carlos today - he's an eager little bunny isn't he?! This one is full of gubbins about love and the mind and philosophy!! He's really covering all bases is Carlos!!
Hello Sweetie,
Thank you for your charming mail. In all life I most value love for if the world was full of love there would always be harmony, happiness and prosperity for everyone. Integrity, honesty and faithfulness are also critical to relationships and life and I value them. I also value knowledge and understanding and communication for with these we become more tolerant of other people, their views and ways. I also value the mind both conscious and unconscious because everything that man has made has originally come from the minds of men and women. The subconscious mind is a very powerful tool and it indeed directs our life and future.....we certainly become what we think! Thoughts and words are the substance of what comes to pass and they need to be carefully chosen and respected!
Now I feel my life is only just beginning,i mean this from the bottom of my heart.There is so much I want to do and to achieve and I know that once I set my mind to it then it will happen, of that I am certain.My dreams are about love and being loved; to be with a wonderful woman and help make the world a better place for those who are disadvantaged. My dream also includes more study into the power of the mind, meditation and the spiritual world. I have much experience in life and I certainly know how to treat a woman well. I want a woman who i can call my queen. I want to treat her like a queen. My philosophy in marriage is to focus completely on my woman and to do my best to provide her with all her desires and wishes and in this way she will always appreciate and love me. It is a simple approach but so necessary to a successful marriage.Well my lovely lady perhaps I should close now. I will be anxiously awaiting your next letter and i think it would be good for us to meet if when we get to know each other better and if all works well for us in our correspondence here
Many kisses and hugs to you.
Carlos.
Hello Sweetie,
Thank you for your charming mail. In all life I most value love for if the world was full of love there would always be harmony, happiness and prosperity for everyone. Integrity, honesty and faithfulness are also critical to relationships and life and I value them. I also value knowledge and understanding and communication for with these we become more tolerant of other people, their views and ways. I also value the mind both conscious and unconscious because everything that man has made has originally come from the minds of men and women. The subconscious mind is a very powerful tool and it indeed directs our life and future.....we certainly become what we think! Thoughts and words are the substance of what comes to pass and they need to be carefully chosen and respected!
Now I feel my life is only just beginning,i mean this from the bottom of my heart.There is so much I want to do and to achieve and I know that once I set my mind to it then it will happen, of that I am certain.My dreams are about love and being loved; to be with a wonderful woman and help make the world a better place for those who are disadvantaged. My dream also includes more study into the power of the mind, meditation and the spiritual world. I have much experience in life and I certainly know how to treat a woman well. I want a woman who i can call my queen. I want to treat her like a queen. My philosophy in marriage is to focus completely on my woman and to do my best to provide her with all her desires and wishes and in this way she will always appreciate and love me. It is a simple approach but so necessary to a successful marriage.Well my lovely lady perhaps I should close now. I will be anxiously awaiting your next letter and i think it would be good for us to meet if when we get to know each other better and if all works well for us in our correspondence here
Many kisses and hugs to you.
Carlos.
Message number one from Carlos
Oooohh the excitement! Just about to go to bed and the lovely Carlos has sent me not one, but two emails! He goes to great pains to keep reminding me that he is in the UK so he knows about UK things!! He has also seen bald sheep but not much time, in Shrewsbury!! He also thinks that Cameron is stupid!!!
Hey honey,
Thank you so much for your response you need to see the smile on my face when i got your mail too, i have become so acquainted to you this few time we met on here, am i really gorgeous, mmmmmmm well i will take that as a compliment, how was your weekend hope it was good, i didn't do much just get to watch the premier league and relax, well i have hobbies i love sailing, cooking and swimming, i think i did stated that in one of the mails i sent to you.I lived in the UK so i am not a stranger to what is going on in my country lol, i have seen bald sheep not much time, when i visited shrewsbury in Manchester.
Honey you are a different person and when i read through the email we exchanged this few time, i was touched emotionally, you deserves much love, affection and true commitment, if you can be these cares for animal i think you will care more for human more than anyone can imagine, i wouldn't deny this fact, that you are the kind of woman that i truly desire to spend the the rest of my life with,you have this sense of humor you cares, and you are easy to get on with, not many woman could do what you have done in a little time we have shared together, you told me the truth about yourself what you and you family have been through they are so touching and guess what babe i have deep respect for you, you have this huge place in my heart and that will be for you alone forever.
Honey you are not rude by not asking we have talked about her and i know we have more time to do so, you were right about her age, her name is Annabel and she's a darling you will get to meet her soon and you will love her, she tells me time to time Dad i want a new mom and i keep telling her she will have one soon,i just feel getting to know you was not an accident its destine to be and i want to trust God so much for a successful relationship that we are building together.i am really looking forward to that precious moment when you will walk into my arms and i will whisper into your ear how much i desire to be with you.Honey we will definitely meet one of the reason when we stay in touch is for us to get to meet and start a life together.Government are terrible and they have done nothing to improve the situation things get more expensive and they seems to be doing nothing about it.Cameron was stupid.I just hope they will get all that sought out soon.take care good of yourself for me babe and remember that someone somewhere cares so much about you.your question i wouldn't love the two but i will love to be comfortable and make life a comfort for my family.lol kisses all over you.
Carlos.
Hey honey,
Thank you so much for your response you need to see the smile on my face when i got your mail too, i have become so acquainted to you this few time we met on here, am i really gorgeous, mmmmmmm well i will take that as a compliment, how was your weekend hope it was good, i didn't do much just get to watch the premier league and relax, well i have hobbies i love sailing, cooking and swimming, i think i did stated that in one of the mails i sent to you.I lived in the UK so i am not a stranger to what is going on in my country lol, i have seen bald sheep not much time, when i visited shrewsbury in Manchester.
Honey you are a different person and when i read through the email we exchanged this few time, i was touched emotionally, you deserves much love, affection and true commitment, if you can be these cares for animal i think you will care more for human more than anyone can imagine, i wouldn't deny this fact, that you are the kind of woman that i truly desire to spend the the rest of my life with,you have this sense of humor you cares, and you are easy to get on with, not many woman could do what you have done in a little time we have shared together, you told me the truth about yourself what you and you family have been through they are so touching and guess what babe i have deep respect for you, you have this huge place in my heart and that will be for you alone forever.
Honey you are not rude by not asking we have talked about her and i know we have more time to do so, you were right about her age, her name is Annabel and she's a darling you will get to meet her soon and you will love her, she tells me time to time Dad i want a new mom and i keep telling her she will have one soon,i just feel getting to know you was not an accident its destine to be and i want to trust God so much for a successful relationship that we are building together.i am really looking forward to that precious moment when you will walk into my arms and i will whisper into your ear how much i desire to be with you.Honey we will definitely meet one of the reason when we stay in touch is for us to get to meet and start a life together.Government are terrible and they have done nothing to improve the situation things get more expensive and they seems to be doing nothing about it.Cameron was stupid.I just hope they will get all that sought out soon.take care good of yourself for me babe and remember that someone somewhere cares so much about you.your question i wouldn't love the two but i will love to be comfortable and make life a comfort for my family.lol kisses all over you.
Carlos.
Friday 9 December 2011
A reply to Carlos - cheese or love?
I thought I'd telll Carlos abit more about myself including two of my more unusual hobbies. I hope he likes sheep and crisps!
Hello my darling Carlos
I was overjoyed to hear from you once again and to find you happy, healthy and as gorgeous as ever!
When I asked if you were an artist, I didn't mean for a living, I merely meant as a hobby. It's good to have hobbies don't you think?
I have several hobbies that I find thoroughly fullfilling. I knit woolen jumpers for sheep! Yes, I know this must sound very very strange but it is in fact true! Sheep that are bred purely for their wool are repeatedly shorn, having their entire fleece shaved off time and time again. After years of shearing, they lose the ability to grow their wool any more and therefore end up completely bald. Have you ever seen a completely bald sheep Carlos? It's a strange yet disturbingly erotic sight! Anyway, these sheep are then surplus to requirements and are sent off to a kind of refuge for bald sheep. The refuge looks after the sheep the best they can given their limited resources. In summer they need donations of suncream as the poor sheeps bald skin gets somewhat fried in the hot sun. In winter the poor sheep suffer the ravages of the cold Britsh weather and therefore the refuge has an annual appeal for hand knitted sheep jumpers to keep them warm. I feel it's nice to give something back so make as many sheep jumpers as I can. I have also helped at the refuge by helping to build a special set of hills in the field next door specially for the Pennine sheep. As you may (or may not) know, Pennine sheep are a special breed that have different sized legs. They have been bred specially for the hilly terrain of the Pennines with the legs on the right hand side of their bodies 2 inches shorter than the left hand side. This is to enable them to stand on the steep hills without falling over. I didn't believe it at first but having seen these wonderful sheep with my own eyes I can confirm they do in fact exist. I love sheep Calos!! They are just so very very sweet.
I also like to make miniature scale models of famous world buildings out of cut up and folded crisp packets. Again, another strange hobby by most peoples standards but I love it!! I use crisp paclets as I like to recycle things that are otherwise uesless. Once they are folded, glued and painted they look amazing and you'd never know they were made of crisp packets. I have attached a picture of my latest model of Tower Bridge for you to see. My local primary school saves and donated all their childrens lunchtime crisp packets to me so that saves me stuffing my face like a fat cow!!
So Carlos, I haven't even asked about your daughter, how very rude of me. If I remember rightly, she is 7. What is her name? Sadly I don't have any children. I have always focussed on my career and busines and I guess the time for children was never right. It must be hard for your daughter never having really known her mother. She must have died when she was very young. I am sure that you are a fantastic father to her though and make her very happy.
Oh Carlos, I can't stop thinking about you. My every waking thought is taken up by daydreams of you and your supreme gorgeousness. I should love to meet you and be held in your strong Mexican arms. Do you ever think we will meet face to face? Where abouts do you live?
I was so sorry to hear that you had lost your job. This government are complete bastards (excuse my french) and need shooting if you ask me! I wish you every success in finding a new job Carlos and I hope the one at the construction company comes good for you.
Anyway, I must dash as I have a business meeting to go to. Deals of that nature stop for no one!!!
Keep safe and happy Carlos and remember that you are imprtant to me.
All my love forver
Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PS If you had to choose, would you prefer to be incredibly rich but smell strongly of cheese or terribly poor but have a smell that makes all women fall in love with you?
I was overjoyed to hear from you once again and to find you happy, healthy and as gorgeous as ever!
When I asked if you were an artist, I didn't mean for a living, I merely meant as a hobby. It's good to have hobbies don't you think?
I have several hobbies that I find thoroughly fullfilling. I knit woolen jumpers for sheep! Yes, I know this must sound very very strange but it is in fact true! Sheep that are bred purely for their wool are repeatedly shorn, having their entire fleece shaved off time and time again. After years of shearing, they lose the ability to grow their wool any more and therefore end up completely bald. Have you ever seen a completely bald sheep Carlos? It's a strange yet disturbingly erotic sight! Anyway, these sheep are then surplus to requirements and are sent off to a kind of refuge for bald sheep. The refuge looks after the sheep the best they can given their limited resources. In summer they need donations of suncream as the poor sheeps bald skin gets somewhat fried in the hot sun. In winter the poor sheep suffer the ravages of the cold Britsh weather and therefore the refuge has an annual appeal for hand knitted sheep jumpers to keep them warm. I feel it's nice to give something back so make as many sheep jumpers as I can. I have also helped at the refuge by helping to build a special set of hills in the field next door specially for the Pennine sheep. As you may (or may not) know, Pennine sheep are a special breed that have different sized legs. They have been bred specially for the hilly terrain of the Pennines with the legs on the right hand side of their bodies 2 inches shorter than the left hand side. This is to enable them to stand on the steep hills without falling over. I didn't believe it at first but having seen these wonderful sheep with my own eyes I can confirm they do in fact exist. I love sheep Calos!! They are just so very very sweet.
I also like to make miniature scale models of famous world buildings out of cut up and folded crisp packets. Again, another strange hobby by most peoples standards but I love it!! I use crisp paclets as I like to recycle things that are otherwise uesless. Once they are folded, glued and painted they look amazing and you'd never know they were made of crisp packets. I have attached a picture of my latest model of Tower Bridge for you to see. My local primary school saves and donated all their childrens lunchtime crisp packets to me so that saves me stuffing my face like a fat cow!!
So Carlos, I haven't even asked about your daughter, how very rude of me. If I remember rightly, she is 7. What is her name? Sadly I don't have any children. I have always focussed on my career and busines and I guess the time for children was never right. It must be hard for your daughter never having really known her mother. She must have died when she was very young. I am sure that you are a fantastic father to her though and make her very happy.
Oh Carlos, I can't stop thinking about you. My every waking thought is taken up by daydreams of you and your supreme gorgeousness. I should love to meet you and be held in your strong Mexican arms. Do you ever think we will meet face to face? Where abouts do you live?
I was so sorry to hear that you had lost your job. This government are complete bastards (excuse my french) and need shooting if you ask me! I wish you every success in finding a new job Carlos and I hope the one at the construction company comes good for you.
Anyway, I must dash as I have a business meeting to go to. Deals of that nature stop for no one!!!
Keep safe and happy Carlos and remember that you are imprtant to me.
All my love forver
Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PS If you had to choose, would you prefer to be incredibly rich but smell strongly of cheese or terribly poor but have a smell that makes all women fall in love with you?
A reply from Carlos - Another victim of the financial crisis.
Poor poor Carlos. The poor man has become a victim of the curent financial crisis and lost his job. See, this government affects everyone, including scammers in other countries! Carlos does seem rather more clever than the other ones I have had (figuratively speaking!) and refers back to his previous emails. Think I need to have a bit of a re-read myself! One thing, he now says he doesn't have a moustache - he does in 'his' photos!!
Hello Sweetie,
How are you doing hope fine? Thanks for your charming mail,i want you to know that God has appointed time for everything so our time has come,i know that God has purpose for our meeting.I am not an artist i am a Civil Engineer as you can see in my first mail,the reason why i mentioned miles is that we are not living in the same city,by the way what part of UK are you living? You are right distance does not really matter. I do not have mustache because i do shave it always,i hope this is not a problem for you. You will find in me a considerate and attentive man who will do his utmost to provide for you and please you. You will find me a man who will always treat you as an equal. I will always consult you in everything; decisions will always be made jointly. You would never find me gambling, smoking or taking drugs. I never go out drinking but may have a quiet beer at home.
I am not good looking but am told I have a good personality. I am passionate about everything I do and people say that I am a perfectionist.I am though quite fit and slim. In many ways I am probably more active and dynamic than people half my age or at least that is what many tell me. You will find me always being fair and just; always trying very hard to see and understand the other person's point of view.I am dedicated and loyal, you will find me faithful and devoted. I will not seek other women and you will not see me socializing without my woman by my side. Once I commit myself to a woman then that is it. I am there for the long journey.
I am a very positive person. I probably know more about being positive than what most people have any idea of. I rarely get depressed or unhappy. I am not a moody person but I do withdraw to quiet times on my own where I can meditate and contemplate and recharge my thinking and challenge my thoughts with new ideas. You will find me very much a lateral thinker and many say that I am a creative person.I need to love a woman and devote myself to a woman. I need that wonderful feeling that one has when they are in love. I need to focus my attention on a woman for that is the greatest pleasure I get out of life. I would like to think that we can both work to accomplish a life together and to love one another. If this could be so I would be the happiest man alive.I am not currently working i lost my job few months ago due to financial crisis but i am presently applying for a contract in a construction company,please always pray for my success so that i can be the lucky winner.I will send you some of my pictures in my next mail,please do send me yours too.
I hope this tells you more about the man i am. I so much would like to hear from you again.
Love and kisses,
Carlos.
Hello Sweetie,
How are you doing hope fine? Thanks for your charming mail,i want you to know that God has appointed time for everything so our time has come,i know that God has purpose for our meeting.I am not an artist i am a Civil Engineer as you can see in my first mail,the reason why i mentioned miles is that we are not living in the same city,by the way what part of UK are you living? You are right distance does not really matter. I do not have mustache because i do shave it always,i hope this is not a problem for you. You will find in me a considerate and attentive man who will do his utmost to provide for you and please you. You will find me a man who will always treat you as an equal. I will always consult you in everything; decisions will always be made jointly. You would never find me gambling, smoking or taking drugs. I never go out drinking but may have a quiet beer at home.
I am not good looking but am told I have a good personality. I am passionate about everything I do and people say that I am a perfectionist.I am though quite fit and slim. In many ways I am probably more active and dynamic than people half my age or at least that is what many tell me. You will find me always being fair and just; always trying very hard to see and understand the other person's point of view.I am dedicated and loyal, you will find me faithful and devoted. I will not seek other women and you will not see me socializing without my woman by my side. Once I commit myself to a woman then that is it. I am there for the long journey.
I am a very positive person. I probably know more about being positive than what most people have any idea of. I rarely get depressed or unhappy. I am not a moody person but I do withdraw to quiet times on my own where I can meditate and contemplate and recharge my thinking and challenge my thoughts with new ideas. You will find me very much a lateral thinker and many say that I am a creative person.I need to love a woman and devote myself to a woman. I need that wonderful feeling that one has when they are in love. I need to focus my attention on a woman for that is the greatest pleasure I get out of life. I would like to think that we can both work to accomplish a life together and to love one another. If this could be so I would be the happiest man alive.I am not currently working i lost my job few months ago due to financial crisis but i am presently applying for a contract in a construction company,please always pray for my success so that i can be the lucky winner.I will send you some of my pictures in my next mail,please do send me yours too.
I hope this tells you more about the man i am. I so much would like to hear from you again.
Love and kisses,
Carlos.
Tuesday 6 December 2011
A message to Carlos - Fanning flames!
I think I may need to hold back on the tall stories for a while so I decided to declare my love for Carlos instead!!
My darling Carlos.
Thank you for your lovely message. You truely are a wonderful man with an amazingly forgiving nature. Where have you been all my life? lol!! Every woman should have a Carlos in their life!!
You said in your last email that you were painting when you read my message. Was this painting a property or are you an artist? I want to know all about you Carlos, everything!! I am a little confused about where you live. You mentioned London and Chesterfield but then said you live many many miles away. I just want you to know that to me, distance is not an issue. True love can span oceans, forests and continents.True love can never be dampned by distance. Love is like a flame Carlos, if it is weak it is easily extinguished but if it is strong, the wind just serves to fan it and make it stronger. Oooh look at me getting all deep and romantic eh?!!
Back to the painting - are you a creative man Carlos? I love creative, individual men, especially ones with wild and interesting facial hair. Have you ever considered growing a really large moustache, one that you can wax into various styles? I love men with moustaches. Kissing a man without a moustache is like eating chips without salt!! It's just wrong! The feel of rough facial hair on my top lip is such an amazing turn on. I do try to remember to shave at least once a month so to avoid any kind of public embarrassment though!
So, you think I should be a writer then Carlos? This is something I have never really considered to be honest. I am far too busy running my small but highly succesful business. I am no writer but I find that when writing to you, the words just seem to flow. You inspire something in me Carlos. You make me want to be a better person, to give the best of me to you. You have had quite an effect on me Carlos. In the short time we have been emailing, I have developed such strong emotions and feelings for you. I know you will probably think I am crazy but I can't help it. Everytime I look at your picture I am completely consumed by passion and desire. You are such a strong and virile man darling, I want you to take me in your arms and into your bed and ravish me! I am a passionate woman with real physical needs that only a real man like you can fullfill Carlos. Oh Carlos!!! I feel all unnecessary!!
I think I had better go now Carlos as I am starting to feel a liitle damp in the nether regions!!
Please tell me more about where you live and what you do Carlos. I want to know everything!!!
Until next time.
All my deep love forever
Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3 <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PS, I hope it didn't hurt when you laughed your ass out!
My darling Carlos.
Thank you for your lovely message. You truely are a wonderful man with an amazingly forgiving nature. Where have you been all my life? lol!! Every woman should have a Carlos in their life!!
You said in your last email that you were painting when you read my message. Was this painting a property or are you an artist? I want to know all about you Carlos, everything!! I am a little confused about where you live. You mentioned London and Chesterfield but then said you live many many miles away. I just want you to know that to me, distance is not an issue. True love can span oceans, forests and continents.True love can never be dampned by distance. Love is like a flame Carlos, if it is weak it is easily extinguished but if it is strong, the wind just serves to fan it and make it stronger. Oooh look at me getting all deep and romantic eh?!!
Back to the painting - are you a creative man Carlos? I love creative, individual men, especially ones with wild and interesting facial hair. Have you ever considered growing a really large moustache, one that you can wax into various styles? I love men with moustaches. Kissing a man without a moustache is like eating chips without salt!! It's just wrong! The feel of rough facial hair on my top lip is such an amazing turn on. I do try to remember to shave at least once a month so to avoid any kind of public embarrassment though!
So, you think I should be a writer then Carlos? This is something I have never really considered to be honest. I am far too busy running my small but highly succesful business. I am no writer but I find that when writing to you, the words just seem to flow. You inspire something in me Carlos. You make me want to be a better person, to give the best of me to you. You have had quite an effect on me Carlos. In the short time we have been emailing, I have developed such strong emotions and feelings for you. I know you will probably think I am crazy but I can't help it. Everytime I look at your picture I am completely consumed by passion and desire. You are such a strong and virile man darling, I want you to take me in your arms and into your bed and ravish me! I am a passionate woman with real physical needs that only a real man like you can fullfill Carlos. Oh Carlos!!! I feel all unnecessary!!
I think I had better go now Carlos as I am starting to feel a liitle damp in the nether regions!!
Please tell me more about where you live and what you do Carlos. I want to know everything!!!
Until next time.
All my deep love forever
Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3 <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PS, I hope it didn't hurt when you laughed your ass out!
A message from Carlos - I could be a writer!!
I received this message from Carlos today. I am quite taken aback at the fact that he has actually read what I have written and shown some level of undersatnding. He obviously has a better grasp of the English language than Justin did!! I need to be careful!!
Hey Sweetie,
Thank you so much for your mail and i am glad to read from you again, especially when they came quickly lol, well you wouldn't have to thank me for been understanding, i am just doing the right thing for year i have this on my head that understanding is the mother of love, if understanding is not in place then is a matter of little time love will vanish like a vapor.
Honey i took my time to read everything you wrote one after the other, and i must confess to you that this is the longest mail i ever read in my entire life i read and read it over again, i guess the woman is old to see clearly the word fetish for fetish lol i laughed my ass out here, well concerning what happen to you, i am not taking it against you, we all have our past but an ability to forget the past and concentrate on the future is what make us a champion.i have a big Mexican heart to love, to forgive, to hold and to be committed to someone special.
Honey when i was reading the story i got a place and i panted, just wish you were here to witness that, i feel so much for you, but i salute your courage because you could take your time to explain the whole thing to me in details, i want to ask you a question has anyone ever told you that you could be a good writer? i marveled at the way you put your words together, they were awesome touching, and you couldn't just get tired of reading, babe i know you have your past but i want you to do me a favor, if you can just put them behind you, and forget about your experience in Grimesthorpe and stop been a Grimey then i think we can have a good life together and you will be happy again, all my life it is difficult for me to believe that nothing is impossible except you are negative about it.
Like i said your past was quiet understandable and forgivable, but we both need commitment, maturity and understanding to move into another level of our life, but with so much love and commitment from both of us.let us just keep our focus on this relationship and allow it to grow with love and affection, i believe with time we have a lot more to talk about, it will be so fun to do that together just the two of us.We'll talk about it , laugh it over and give thanks to God and move on.well if you look at it you will know that I'm not good at writing long mails lol but you made me do so, not for anything but for the feelings i have for you.because you have been truthful about everything since we exchange our first mail.kisses all over you and have a nice time i' ll look forward to your mail.
Have a wonderful night.
Love and kisses,
Carlos.
Hey Sweetie,
Thank you so much for your mail and i am glad to read from you again, especially when they came quickly lol, well you wouldn't have to thank me for been understanding, i am just doing the right thing for year i have this on my head that understanding is the mother of love, if understanding is not in place then is a matter of little time love will vanish like a vapor.
Honey i took my time to read everything you wrote one after the other, and i must confess to you that this is the longest mail i ever read in my entire life i read and read it over again, i guess the woman is old to see clearly the word fetish for fetish lol i laughed my ass out here, well concerning what happen to you, i am not taking it against you, we all have our past but an ability to forget the past and concentrate on the future is what make us a champion.i have a big Mexican heart to love, to forgive, to hold and to be committed to someone special.
Honey when i was reading the story i got a place and i panted, just wish you were here to witness that, i feel so much for you, but i salute your courage because you could take your time to explain the whole thing to me in details, i want to ask you a question has anyone ever told you that you could be a good writer? i marveled at the way you put your words together, they were awesome touching, and you couldn't just get tired of reading, babe i know you have your past but i want you to do me a favor, if you can just put them behind you, and forget about your experience in Grimesthorpe and stop been a Grimey then i think we can have a good life together and you will be happy again, all my life it is difficult for me to believe that nothing is impossible except you are negative about it.
Like i said your past was quiet understandable and forgivable, but we both need commitment, maturity and understanding to move into another level of our life, but with so much love and commitment from both of us.let us just keep our focus on this relationship and allow it to grow with love and affection, i believe with time we have a lot more to talk about, it will be so fun to do that together just the two of us.We'll talk about it , laugh it over and give thanks to God and move on.well if you look at it you will know that I'm not good at writing long mails lol but you made me do so, not for anything but for the feelings i have for you.because you have been truthful about everything since we exchange our first mail.kisses all over you and have a nice time i' ll look forward to your mail.
Have a wonderful night.
Love and kisses,
Carlos.
Thursday 1 December 2011
A reply to Carlos - Fetish Fun!!
Carlos likes nice things like birds, animals and soft furnishings. Do you think he can possibly love a deviant like me?
Dearest darling Carlos
Many many thanks for your wonderful email. You make my heart skip in my more than ample chest every time I hear from you. I am so glad that you are such an understanding man and that the fact that I have a murderer for a brother (all be it unintentional) did not put you off. I feel I have found someone truely special in you Carlos.
I am surprised that you haven't heard of Grimesthorpe Carlos. It did hit the headlines a few years ago after an incident that I was involved in. It doesn't give me any pleasure to have to tell you about this but it is better to hear it from me than from anyone else. Please be reassured that I am now a changed woman and look back at that time with a deep sense of shame and regret. I just hope you can find it in that big Mexican heart of yours to forgive me. I was weak Carlos, weak! Please try not to judge me.
Dearest darling Carlos
Many many thanks for your wonderful email. You make my heart skip in my more than ample chest every time I hear from you. I am so glad that you are such an understanding man and that the fact that I have a murderer for a brother (all be it unintentional) did not put you off. I feel I have found someone truely special in you Carlos.
I am surprised that you haven't heard of Grimesthorpe Carlos. It did hit the headlines a few years ago after an incident that I was involved in. It doesn't give me any pleasure to have to tell you about this but it is better to hear it from me than from anyone else. Please be reassured that I am now a changed woman and look back at that time with a deep sense of shame and regret. I just hope you can find it in that big Mexican heart of yours to forgive me. I was weak Carlos, weak! Please try not to judge me.
5 years ago, myself and my boyfriend at the time took over Grimesthorpe Working Mens club for the night. We decided that the Grimeys (our local name for people living in Grimesthorpe) needed a bit of spice in our lives and we wanted to run a Fetish Night. First we had to promote it. Now my boyfriend was working as an indoor water furniture maintainace worker (public toilet cleaner) and he drew a lovely flyer on a piece of toilet roll, inbetween cleaning the pans and refilling the condom machine. Good job we still used that good old shiny stuff here in Grimey!! In his lunch break, he took it down to the Post Office and got old Mrs. Shunkle to photocopy it for him. Not bad at 2p a copy either. Her eyesight wasn't what it used to be and she misread fetish for Fattish and immediately wanted to sign up for the new slimmers club!! What's she like eh?!
Anyway, I got Mark (my boyfriend) to put the flyers up everywhere including the church notice board. You should've seen the vicars face when he realised it was on same night as his whist drive. Jealous or what??!! Everything was planned down the last detail. Soapy Jon and his Domme Ms Rub brought a St Andrews cross, eeeehbah and his Domme Ms Gum fetched their kneeler an myself and Mark brought the rest of the equipment. When we got there, our local Wheel Tappers and Shunters club were just on their last turn of the night. The was a lovely man called Charlie Witherdick who made everyone laugh with his jokes about chicken innards and allotment sheds. We decided to get changed in the back room while old Charlie did his oncore (something about woggles and big brothers that I didn't quite understand) As I squeezed into my tight pvc catsuit I noticed that Mark's rubber outfit could do with bit of a buff because it was looking a bit dull. Having forgoten his rubber buffer I soon spotted a tub of old Mrs Stevensons finest dripping and set Mark to work. It really did shine up a treat I can tell you! He looked lovely!!
The compere from the Wheel Tappers announced that we were taking over for the night and we set to work on the satge. It looked wonderful once we'd set all the equipiment up and the good folks of Grimey stared to drift in. Wanting to make most of it, I got Mark strapped on to the kneeler straight away, is rubber clad backside stuck out like a big shiney euphonium! eeeeehbaaah{Gum} was fixed on the St Andrews cross and soapy{Rub} was being dragged around on a dog lead.
In came Brenda, our resident TV, tottering about in some clippy cloppy high heels she'd got from the charity shop for £3.99 the day before. She was followed by Mr and Mrs Tingle and their twins Veronica and Vernon who were looking for the Whist Drive. Mrs Shunkle from the Post Office pottered in clutching her low calorie cup-a-soup and muttering about folks wearing them weird plastic weightloss sweat suits.
The night was well and truely underway when disaster struck!! Loads of people started to drift in wearing flat caps, leading skinny little dogs on leads. It turned out that club secretary had double booked and the local Flat Cap n Whippet society had turned up! Honestly! It wasn't that kind of whips we were wanting!! That's when it all went wrong!! Mark was wriggling his backside ready for me to give it a right good spanking when Mr Fox's champion runner sudenly launched himself on him. He climbed on top of poor Mark and stared to lick him to death. I think it must've been the dripping! We couldn't move him and poor Mark ended up covered in dog slaver and smelling of chum! In the chaos, Brenda tripped on her heels and landed on the bingo ball machine and got his bottom wedged in it. Mrs Shunkle thought it was some new fangled weighing machine and tried to climb in too. Oh what a performance!! There were dogs everywhere and bits of broken St Andrews cross all over the room.
Well it goes without saying that we were banned from there and an undercover reporter who had come along posing as a leather gimp took great delight in exposing the whole story to the media. I was taken aside by the parish council who insisted that I leave Grimesthorpe as soon as possible, even offering to pay my removal costs to get rid of me. I had no choice but to leave and that's when I ended up living in Slutsbury-in-Gussett.
I look back at that time in my life and feel nothing but shame Carlos. Could you ever find it in your heart to love a woman like me? I have many failings Carlos, I am mere flesh and blood, a woman of passion and desire who needs a good man to take me in hand. Could it be you? Please Carlos, give it some serious thought.
I long for your next email
All my love and desire
Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxx
PS Top or bottom?
A reply from Carlos - he's such a sensitive soul.
He's such a sensitive soul is old Carlos! I made him cry with my last email. I did wonder if my murderous brother and deep fried parents may have put him off but no! I think he is falling in love with me!!
Hello Sweetie,
I was absolutely delighted to get your email,i burst into tears while reading your mail,i can see your loss and your sadness in life i know that you need a man to make you happy so that your can forget your sorrow,i know that is not easy for you to forget it,he didn't do it intentionally so the judge supposed to look in from other way that it was not his intention to do that,i feel so sad about it.I have not been to Grimesthorpe so i have no idea about the place
I am here to meet a good person. It seems so much that our aims are the same. I do know what it means to love a woman. Love is not a word that is silent and still. It is a word that expresses itself every day in every way possible. It is gentle, tender, caring, affectionate, supportive, understanding, devoted and more. Love is a word that only thinks of the other person's well being and pleasure. It is not selfish nor arrogant, nor abusive. It is not lust or self gratification. Love is being totally devoted to the person you love where that person becomes far more important than yourself; where that person's happiness, joy, well being and pleasure is far more important than your own.
I indeed know how to love a woman for in life I have learned many lessons and experienced much. I believe I can honestly say that in me you will find a man who understands more about life than most people even begin to consider. I have made a study of life, things of the spirit and God and have been on a long path of learning about myself, the world around me, why we are here and what happens after life finishes for us on this earth.My pleasure comes from meditating and enjoying God's creation; it comes from enjoying the pleasures of nature. Beaches, forests, the sky, rolling plains, animals, birds and anything of nature strikes great harmony with my soul. I love swimming, boats and sunshine.
Basically I am a romantic at heart who enjoys the more gentle things of life. I really love family life and children. I am also a sensual person who is totally mesmerized by the sensual things in life. I like good music, the setting sunset, decor in a home that casts relaxation and homeliness. I love sweet and gentle personalities with laughter and joy on their faces. Smiles, good humour and compassion are very important to me to me.I know that there are so many unfaithful men on the net but all men are not the same i know what i want so i will do my best to make this dream come through. Have a wonderful night.
Hug and kisses,
Carlos.
Hello Sweetie,
I was absolutely delighted to get your email,i burst into tears while reading your mail,i can see your loss and your sadness in life i know that you need a man to make you happy so that your can forget your sorrow,i know that is not easy for you to forget it,he didn't do it intentionally so the judge supposed to look in from other way that it was not his intention to do that,i feel so sad about it.I have not been to Grimesthorpe so i have no idea about the place
I am here to meet a good person. It seems so much that our aims are the same. I do know what it means to love a woman. Love is not a word that is silent and still. It is a word that expresses itself every day in every way possible. It is gentle, tender, caring, affectionate, supportive, understanding, devoted and more. Love is a word that only thinks of the other person's well being and pleasure. It is not selfish nor arrogant, nor abusive. It is not lust or self gratification. Love is being totally devoted to the person you love where that person becomes far more important than yourself; where that person's happiness, joy, well being and pleasure is far more important than your own.
I indeed know how to love a woman for in life I have learned many lessons and experienced much. I believe I can honestly say that in me you will find a man who understands more about life than most people even begin to consider. I have made a study of life, things of the spirit and God and have been on a long path of learning about myself, the world around me, why we are here and what happens after life finishes for us on this earth.My pleasure comes from meditating and enjoying God's creation; it comes from enjoying the pleasures of nature. Beaches, forests, the sky, rolling plains, animals, birds and anything of nature strikes great harmony with my soul. I love swimming, boats and sunshine.
Basically I am a romantic at heart who enjoys the more gentle things of life. I really love family life and children. I am also a sensual person who is totally mesmerized by the sensual things in life. I like good music, the setting sunset, decor in a home that casts relaxation and homeliness. I love sweet and gentle personalities with laughter and joy on their faces. Smiles, good humour and compassion are very important to me to me.I know that there are so many unfaithful men on the net but all men are not the same i know what i want so i will do my best to make this dream come through. Have a wonderful night.
Hug and kisses,
Carlos.
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